Let’s be honest.  I’m really not a sharer.  This whole experiment is kind of about seeing if, on some level, I can change that.

A thought occurred to me this morning about various forms of artists, like writers, musicians, and the like.  I frequently get a sense that people who are successful in that kind of arena are somewhat driven by something within themselves.  To wit, a specific thing to express, through words, or music, or what have you.

I haven’t found that, necessarily.  I’d go so far as to say that I may have lost some degree of it with my penmaking.  I haven’t had an urge toward that end in a couple of years.

But.  But.  Well, but, I want to find something like that.  I’d like to re-find whatever drove the pencrafting.  I want to learn to play guitar, strangely enough.  Also, I want to find something that drives words out of me in some kind of raging torrent.

Don’t hold your breath, though.